In Memory of Michael Jackson
29 August 1958 - 25 June 2009
Just got news that Michael Jackson will be postponing his performances.
The affected dates are as follows:
This might be bad news to some but it's really great news to me. I have more time to collect some money and go over to see him. Maybe bring my family along. :)
This is it. Always wanted to see a real live Michael Jackson's performance but never had the chance. This is the LAST opportunity as it's his last shows.
$1,100 per person for VIP package. Gotta start collecting. And looks like Bali gotta wait.. Haha..
Juz came back but just felt like going through the Internet. I dunno why but just felt like writing this down. I've never been a person who's brave enough to tell people the truth. Simply cuz, the truth hurts and I don't like hurting people's feeling. But this is the part where I come clean. I don't really care what happens in the future but at least, I'll be getting some burden off my heart.
Firstly, it's about people. About my close friends. Names shall not be mentioned to protect the innocent. -.-
So... talking about friends, people change. And I've seen a lot of people around me change. Simply because they have new friends or new partners or new acquaintances etc...
Start from the beginning,
I have a really, really extremely close friend but he's changed a lot ever since he's acquired new friends. Not that I mind but he doesn't have time for his two other close friends. It's okay, though.. I understand that people change and I, or we're, no longer important to him.. So, I wish him all the best with his new-found friends. Sometimes, it's sad that this has to happen but what can you do when people don't appreciate you anymore. I dunno if I did anything wrong and if I have, I'm really sorry. I don't think our relationship will be back like it was anymore. Glad that he's having happiness and fun nowadays, though..
Secondly, my other close friend, yeah he's close but he can be two-faced, at times. I know this ever since the start but two-faced or three-faced, I'm still great frenz with him. I don't know how much he appreciates me. But I don't really care about this. I don't think he knows but I truly appreciate him although seems like I don't. I might be making jokes that may hurt you but seriously, I have no intention of that. Anyway, just hope he can be more independent..
Thirdly, the drama group is falling apart. As said, because of new friends. Not really new friends but new partner. Ever since someone from my drama group had a new partner, I'm seeing less and less commitment from that person towards tpk.. I may not show it but I truly love being a part of tpk. I don't really know if any of my work are being appreciated. But yeah, who am I in the group? Just another member. The website, logo etc are probably just some sacrifices that'll go unnoticed. And looking at how things are going, I'm not sure if tpk will be back like how it used to be, the last time anymore. But I still love and respect this person and understand that she has new priorities.
Fourth, sometimes people like to exaggerate and make things seem more than it is. I understand that it's for gaining status and respect but over-doing it is sometimes a bit too much. I pretend that I agree and understand everything but seriously, some things can be seen through. I like this person as a friend. It's only the part when trying to boast or make things more than it is, that sometimes make me have a migraine. It's good that he's managed to get over things though as he's been facing some difficulties lately.
Next, another member of tpk. I truly respect and like him as a friend. I can say he is amongst the few people who is brave enough to say things he doesn't like. Only thing is I don't like taking orders and that's what makes me hate the army. This person likes to give orders so sometimes being blur is my only way out. But sometimes, this seems to backfire. But it's okay and I don't really care. Sometimes, just hopes he can be the real him once in a while. He's cool when it's the real him.
I don't know what else to talk about.. One thing common is people change when they have new partners. This has been something I've noticed all around. Maybe it's meant to happen and it's only natural. I don't mean to hurt anyone's feelings or say bad things in this post. This is just something that has been in my heart, all along. I just don't know where to write it.
I might have fewer friends after this.. I don't know.. No matter what, just wanted to say I really love all my friends. I really appreciate.. All you guys.. I might seem blur but I know things. This is one of the few serious moments in my life. I've never had the courage to literally, say this out and don't think I ever will.
And this is just something I had to get out of my heart.
I know I'm not perfect too.. I have my mistakes. Lots. And I'm not a good friend.
I'm trying to be as real as possible and this is the real me.
As someone has said before, life is an act. I don't know why I like to make jokes or be blur, but somehow these are the things that make me happy and escape into a perfect world. Somehow, these things blur out the cruelty in the real world.
I'm not after name, or rank or status etc.. To me, friends used to be more important but somehow, it's ironic that I feel they're no longer important to me.
Posted By: Zorph
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Yeah.. I'm back in the blogging scene. I know.. I always said I'm back about 1000 times but never got back. Haha.. Anyway, I'm back cuz got nothing better to do. And yeah..
This time, I'm really back. As usual, this blog is being redesigned and will soon have its own name. Just stay tune...
"
Because I'm back, I'm back-
(I'm really,really back)
You know i'm back, I'm back-
You know it
(I'm really,really back)
You know i'm back, I'm back-
Come on. You know
(I'm really,really back)
And the whole world has to
Answer right now
Just to tell you once again,
Who's back...
"
Question of the Day : Who sang that song or something similar?
Answer here.
The video can't be embedded. Dammit..
But this video can :
Posted By: A Zorph who's Back
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